Too Many Kisses to Number

I find that the day after I work I always have an extra dose of fun with Josiah. He's happy to have a mommy to snuggle with, too many kisses to number, and warm milk at a moment's notice. I'm happy to feel his warm cheek on my neck as he drifts off to sleep and wait for that sly smile as he looks up at me after a nap.

After a 45 minute nap Josiah woke up to eat and while eating we both fell asleep in the chair. He would wake up and eat a little more and then we would drift off once again. When we finally woke up I looked at the clock to find we had been sleeping there for 2 hours. What a wonderful way to spend an afternoon.

I took to many pictures again today...here are a few.

Chilly Days and Christmas Trees

My sweet little Josiah is 5 months now. Wow. He has 2 teeth coming boldly into this world  (with which he loves to bite any unexpecting fingers) and a few more timid teeth that are secret agents. His hair is growing in and officially looks like a hair piece. He is getting very close to sitting up by himself, and if it wasn't for that pesky wind blowing every which way he might already be able to. I spent some time today taking pictures of my little munchkin with my early Christmas present...a Very nice camera. (Insert: Thank you Brian, you are the BEST)

The sun was bright and the wind was chilly....and with that combo Josiah was not in the mood to smile pretty, but he's still cute. :)

Well after a few minutes we were both a little chilly, so we went inside, but on some warmer clothes and played a little more. Josiah was in such a sweet quiet mood today.

After the little guy went to bed, Brian and I set up the Christmas tree. I kept thinking about how next year Josiah will be walking around helping up decorate for Christmas....and probably breaking a few ornaments!

This is a nativity scene that my grandma painted many years ago.

Together Time

I was just uploading some pictures from my camera and I realized there were a bunch of things I totally missed sharing. I'm sure things were just too crazy and busy, but there are some cute and important moments, so tonight we will travel back in time. At the end of October Brian's family came to visit (all of them!) It was great having them all together. Josiah loved all the hugs, kisses, and extra play buddies. Here they are!

We had a great time the whole week,but our trip to the beach was by far the most fun.

Grandpa and Josiah spending some quality time

Sandy feet

 

 

 

 

 

My little sweetheart

  After they left we took a trip to Washington Oaks State park with just the 3 of us. We had so much fun. Imagine, beautiful beach weather....in late October!. I love Florida.

The boy of many faces!

Looking out at the water

Two peas in a pod

Feeling the water and sand between our toes

Nap time!

I also recently took Josiah to visit his Great Grandfather who is is in his 90's. Josiah just seems to brighten his day every time.

Age gap of over 90 years...

First Day Back at Work....

Well today, was quite an interesting day. I started my new job, and boy am I overwhelmed! I have to work with a student who is taking honors Chemistry, Algebra II, some AP history class, and honors English. These were all classes I enjoyed and did good in, but boy was that a LONG time ago. So tonight I have been catching up on my Algebra II....

I wondered all day about my boys at home, but after calling 3 times I gave up. I guess the phone was on vibrate.

When I came home, Josiah was giving Brian a hard time about taking a nap and we finally both gave up and I just held him and told him about my day. He soon fell asleep and I was excited about spending some time when he woke up....nope...he hasn't woken up and it's already passed his normal bedtime now.

Brian is gone too.

So after my first day away from the family....I ate dinner alone...did my algebra II alone...and now I'm going to find something to watch on TV for a little bit before I fall asleep.

Glad I don't work everyday....

Packing up and moving on (for now)....

Well today I am going to be officially starting to pack up my classroom. Yes, that is right, no more second grade. These past two years in 2nd grade have been such fun. I loved my team even more than I realized I would and even went on a family vacation with one of them! But for now, I must move on. I do hope some day to return.

When I first went on maternity leave I had no idea what was going to happen. I was torn. I knew that teaching was WAY too much with a newborn. I wanted more cuddle time with my baby than from 6-8pm. I just couldn't do it. In three years of teaching I haven't mastered leaving when the kids leave and so I couldn't count on that.  Even that would be too much time away from my little munchkin. But how could I stay home?

Brian was working about 20-30 hours at Bose and we were pretty sure that we couldn't swing me staying home on just that. So I prolonged the decision....hoping...and praying...that something would change. I never told anyone I was coming back and I never told anyone I was leaving. I was told to just enjoy my leave and worry about it when the time came. So that is what I did.

Well a funny thing happened....2 weeks after Josiah was born my husband got a full time job as a "software engineer". He decided to keep on 20 hours at Bose to keep benefits. So he was working 60 hours a week (including weekends) with a 40 minute drive Monday-Friday. He was a trooper. He was happy to be providing for our family and we were able to make it on my mostly unpaid maternity leave. It finally seemed possible to imagine that I could really stay home with Josiah.

Even though I know he was exhausted, he never complained. He just picked up and went to work day after day. Unfortunately neither Josiah or myself saw him very much (there's always a catch). We knew this was not forever, only a season, so we just stuck it out.

About 2 weeks ago Brian was told that the website he was working for could only keep him on for 20 hours. This was a blessing in disguise.

Around this time I was checking my school email and saw something about a hospital/home bound teacher. They basically go to the house of kids who cannot go to school either permanently or temporarily. and give them 4 hours of instruction a week (I could do that....). I emailed some people to find out more. After some research I was told that I could not do this. So, I emailed some other people in the district just to make sure. A few days later I got a call from the district offering me a 40% position (15 hours...2 days a week...EXACTLY what I wanted). Really???

After meeting with the people in charge I accepted the position. I am just so excited.

At first I thought I wanted to just stay home full time, but there were some drawbacks to this....first of all, Brian and Josiah weren't getting the time together that they needed. Now, because Brian can pick any 2 days off that he wants, he will be able to have "guy time" with Josiah when I am at work. Secondly, I think we both felt like we were doing it all on our own. Brian was working so hard and supporting our family single handedly and I was taking care of Josiah 24/7. This way we both get a little variety in our week.

So today, with the help of a friend, I am staring to pack up my classroom at Crookshank. A decision has finally been made. I am moving on to a new position. I will miss my 2nd grade team tremendously but hopefully some day when Josiah is older, I will find myself back there.

Praise the Lord for having a perfect plan in mind, far better than I could have imagined.

But for now...how could I leave this little cutie for that long?!?!?

I may regret teaching him this....

So the other day Josiah and I were chillin' in the garage looking out at the cars passing by and enjoying the breeze. It reminded me of the many hours spent hanging out in the garage when my brother was here heading up the renovation of our house.

We were talking about the day and Josiah  looked up at me with cutest smile. For some reason I stuck out my tongue at him. He looked at me with inquisitive eyes and started wiggling his lips and out popped his tongue! I couldn't help but laugh and I of course had to keep sticking my tongue out and wiggling it different ways. Every time I did this he did his best to copy what I had done. I kept laughing because it was the cutest thing I had seen him do.

So now I think this is our secret "handshake" of sorts. I can look over at him give him sly smile and stick out my tongue and he gets the biggest grin on his cute little face and then sticks his tongue out at me. We just get the biggest kick out of each other with this one.

Today we got Josiah dressed up for church today and of course the little jokester decided to make his mommy laugh....

I can only imagine the people he will stick out his tongue at in the near future....ha!

Secret meetings...

So the other day I stumbled upon something interesting. I had just put Josiah in his Bumbo and walked away for a few minutes to unload the dryer. As I walked back I heard some noises coming from Josiah's room. I peeked around the door only to find a secret meeting going on!

I wanted to find out what they were talking about but I knew that if they saw Mommy they would pretend like nothing was going on. So as quietly as I could I snuck in to get a better look.

Well Josiah "King of Cuddles" (as his dad calls him) was trying to decide which animal was going to cuddle with him during his next nap. 

"You can rest your head on my big belly," explained the yellow bear.

"You can shake me and my rattlin' sound will help you fall asleep faster," insisted the Zebra.

Of course, as his mom, I had an opinion as to who would  be the best, but before I could say a word he had chosen his favorite.

I can tell this is going to be a good nap...

The mystery of the nap

There is one thing that happens so often that it is almost comical...emphasis on almost :)

Josiah has been sleeping really well for the past week or so, only waking up 2 times (2am and 5:30) but of course last night he reverted back to his old self, waking up 5 times. Needless to say I was pretty tired this morning and was looking forward to his first nap so  I could catch up on a few zzzz's. The nap came and I knew I would only have 30 minutes since the little guy loves to cat nap all day. I was right, and half an hour later we were both up again. We cuddled and sang a few songs  then I put him in the swing so that I could take a shower. He smiled as he listened to the music and watched the mobile go round and round. Then he fell asleep....and has been fast asleep for the past 2 hours....of course I wasn't napping, I was waiting for him to wake up so that I could run some errands....I wish he would just tell me when he planned to sleep for more than 30 minutes LOL

He's lucky he's cute!

Let's start this thing!

Amazing how time flies...I created this blog a few days before Josiah was born with all intentions of starting off giving sweet little anecdotes of his first few days. Well no one told me how all consuming this precious little boy would be! So here I am nearly 3 months later writing my first post.

Things seem to have settled down considerably since those first few weeks. I can't seem to remember the starting point....I think that having a child is one of those things that just seems like it has always been...mostly because once they come they are all you think about. But thankfully and slowly things are falling into place. I am able to eat 3 meals, take a shower, and get housework done...all of which were quite a challenge to accomplish at one point or another. Everything changes so fast.

As I nursed Josiah to sleep this evening I started to think about all the things I love about him. I think I'll start this blog off with that...

I love...
-the way he looks so peaceful laying in my arms
-the way he rests his feet on the arm rest
-the way he likes to hold my hand (or shirt) when he is nursing
-the way he wiggles his toes in the breeze
-how he smiles the minute I peek over the crib when he wakes up from a nap
-the warmth of his cheek when I kiss it
-how he leans over and rests on one side of his bathtup when I am washing him up
-how much he loves to "talk" in the morning
-how healthy and big he has gotten
-that his favorite teether is my finger
-his big beautiful eyes and how he loves to look at everything
-his calm and peacful temperment and easy-going attitude
-that he loves his room and feels comfortable sleeping in his own cozy crib


Most of all I love that he knows I will take care of any need he ever has and feels completely at peace in my arms.